my contact sheet and prints from the roll i processed last week came out horrible tonight.
i'm not angry or sad with myself but i am a little overwhelmed with information and the awareness of the knowledge and skill i don't yet posses. of course i will get better and i will learn more but as with anything you are new to or only minimally familiar with there is a learning curve - it takes time. i will allow myself that. but it won't stop the swirl of confusion and frustration as i move along.
the main issue i am facing at the moment is that i feel that my creative vision is really strong and i know what i want but my technical knowledge is limited and my comfort level with film has all but dropped into the red since all i have used for years has been digital. so i have to accept, wholeheartedly, a tearing down to make way for a building up. and we all have experienced how challenging that can be in any area of your life.
my photopsychotherapy?
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