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late. and no photo.

she's gone. kiawah is gone.

and it hurts like fucking hell. i've lost loved ones but honestly this is only comparable in pain to losing my grandmother last year.

i know it was "for the best" and it was a peaceful day and passing but it doesn't alleviate the pain and it doesn't mean i don't wish she were here right now or that i didn't want to pick her up and run when we got to the doctor's office.

i'll never forget this little soul. and the pain is something that comforts me right now because it reminds me just how much she meant and what a vacancy she will leave in our lives.